I am a normal housewife from a typically Indian middle-class family. I was born in a metro city, Pune, and spent most of my growing up years in Pune. I got married, a typically arranged Hindu marriage, and shifted to Satara. Satara is a laid back town in the interiors of Maharashtra. My husband had his business in the same town and is reasonably rich. I have a daugher, she is 12 years old.
I got introduced to Sanatan Sanstha by fluke. However, I got increasingly attracted to the sanstha. The attraction grew to such an extent that it started eating into my personal life.
My infatuation with Sanatan grew and grew as did my family's oppostion to it. I could not take it any longer and one day, I flew away to Sanatan Ashram Ponda. This was to be the begining of my spiritual journey.
Broken Dreams and broken relationships....
Alas, fate played a bad joke on me.
The journey lasted about an year but disillusment started growing with Sanatan Sanstha. I could feel that I was being used by them. They were trying to control me. They wanted my mind; they wanted to control my mind.
I decided to break once more and to break away completely. I did so with the help of my family. My husband, a one time enemy, extended a helping hand. He had initiated divorce proceedings but still, he extended a helping hand to me, without any thought of the social or legal repurcussions.
We are still exploring our relationship and have decided to give time to each other.
My daughter is the other pillar of strength, she has accepted me back without any reservations, without any questions and without remorse.
My in-laws are supporting me, my parents are supporting me.
All are supporting me in finding the way back, finding a way of removing Sanatan Sanstha from within me.
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